February 2012
47 posts
My face does this really cool thing where it looks shit all the time.
“So live”
– William Cullen Bryant from Thanatopsis (via whitroinabottle)
I can’t take this. I’ve never prayed this hard in my life
I need the girl on the inside to be strong for everyone on the outside that needs her. I really fucking need the girl on the inside. I really fucking need her.
Bought a bikini top in february!
Lent is gonna help get me back in shape, that’s for sure! No more fast food during the week. No Villas, no JBOX, no del taco, nothing. Only time iwill eat out will be weekends, or if I go with my parents during the week. No more coffee. At all. Only water. No sodas or juices (unless mixed with alcohol. But thats for my own sanity.) No more eating when I’m not hungry (my all time...
“I’m not gonna sit around and waste my precious divine energy trying to explain...”
– Esperanza Spalding (via blood—countess)
HEY NATALIE.
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I drank too much today. I’m going to keep all of my weekend shifts and just work and sleep next weekend. Squeeze in some much needed Jamie time and call it a day. Well technically a weekend. Whatevss.
I don’t admit this much, or ever, but for the first time in a long while I actually feel lonely. Not alone, never alone. Just, lonely.
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Goodnight world!
psychotrail: I am timid and I am oversensitive. I... →
I am timid and I am oversensitive. I am a lioness. I am tired and defensive. You take me in your arms and I fall into you. I have insecurities. You show me I am beautiful. Love me or leave me, just take it or leave it. It’s not that I’m needy, just need you to see me. Take me, free me, see…
Sometimes I see things that make me wonder how you’re doing. But then I remember that it’s better not to ask. L.i.f.e.g.o.e.s.o.n.
Such a simple outfit..how have never thought of it...
Today in class we started taking clients for FREE...
This asshole comes in with a picture of a haircut and expected this girl to do it on his head. My teacher comes over and tells her what to do to make it a little easier. The student, my friend, basically tells him that she will do her best to get his haircut as close to this picture as possible but it won’t be the exact one. This asshole getting a FREE haircut goes apeshit. So bad to the...
Got over my tantrum and had a very serious talk...
something to come summer of 2013. Scary how serious I am about this.
How you can tell I'm on my period:
All literally within 2 minutes of each other
“Natalie, did you do something else to your hair? (followed by a disgusted look)” -mom
“No. And I’m already super self conscious about it mom. Thanks.”
Then I touched the lid of a hot pan and yell “fuck!”
“Natalie why did you say that ugly word?!”
“cause it hurt mom!! Jesus...
Exhausted
if my mom thinks I’m going to wake up to go to church tomorrow, homegirl be trippin’! …I’ll probably feel bad and go anyway.
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Madonna - Papa Don’t Preach
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I don't think I've ever been so disappointed in...
“I expect nothing. I fear no one. I am free.”
– Nikos Kazantzakis (via elige)
My relaxing Saturday
Woke up at 10am! (latest in…a good month) watched an episode of Glee, ate pizza for breakfast! Talked to my brother for a bit, my sister came over and we helped my dad cut down a palm tree and another tree that were growing into the wires. Got asked to pick up a closing shift at work tonight, politely said FUCK THAT. Then Took a shower, curled my sisters hair, cut my dads hair, and now...
Another thought,
why is it so goddamn difficult for me to think positively of myself in a room full of girls who all do their hair and makeup EVERY DAY at school? Why can’t I just chill out and not over think everything? I’m happy with what I’m doing, I just don’t understand why I can’t be happy with MYSELF while I’m doing it. Make sense? Probably not. #beautyschoolprobs.
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School today
was total bullshit. It might be cause I’m pms-ing, but seriously I wanted top slap everyone. I probably looked like a brat, but a brat with a motherfucking reason!! Bullshit. Now time to go back tomorrow morning and pretend yesterday didn’t bother me at all. Another day in the life of a girl that’s too easy to walk all over.
After 8 years of selling girl scout cookies, they don’t look or sound appetizing to me. I wonder if they eve will again..
January 2012
93 posts
dearjamiesgotagun asked: lol i knew you would reblog that hairy leg post <3